“Conner?”
Conner
looked up from his locker, to see Trent leaning against the wall and looking unusually tense. “Yeah?” he asked,
hoping it was nothing bad.
“Um,
well . . .” Trent trailed off.
Conner
waited.
“Uh,
I was wondering if you . . . do you . . . uh, do you know if we have any homework for math?”
Conner
paused, wondering why Trent would expect him to know that. “I don’t think so.” Trent still looked tense,
so he added, “Don’t worry. I haven’t handed in my homework a ton of times, and all they ever do is give
detention.”
Trent
nodded, before walking away down the hall. Feeling good about being able to reassure him, Conner headed to biology feeling
a little lighter than usual.
--
“Conner?”
Conner
spun round. If he hadn’t recognized the voice, he probably wouldn’t have stopped. “Hey, dude, can it wait?
Because I’m late for soccer practice, and I’ve missed so many it’s just . . . well, I really should be on
time.”
“Yeah,
no problem. I mean, I was just wondering if . . . I mean, never mind. I’ll ask you later.”
“Yeah,
sure. See you!”
Conner
continued his run down the hall, hoping coach wouldn’t be too mad he was late.
--
He
felt a little surprised to see Kira and Trent standing by his car, till he remembered that Trent had wanted to talk to him.
Kira probably just wanted a lift somewhere. Hopefully not to Dr. O’s, because the science project they’d been
sent was really not something he wanted to discuss.
Mainly
because his was still in the stage called ‘unstarted’.
“Hey,”
he said. “What’s up?”
“Trent
wants to ask you something,” said Kira. “Not something about homework.” She paused, then added, “Or
Hayley’s, or rangering, or any school-related topic, or . . .”
“Thank
you, Kira,” said Trent. “You can go now.”
Kira
gave him a look she normally reserved for Conner, stomping back towards the school steps. Conner watched as she flopped down,
staring so hard in their direction he wondered why she didn’t just pull out some binoculars.
“Conner,”
said Trent, drawing his attention away from Kira. “I just wanted to know . . . are you doing anything this weekend?”
Conner
paused, wondering why Trent would ask that, and then deciding he didn’t want to know. “Um . . .” Should
he say yes or no? “Um . . . maybe.”
“Maybe?”
Trent raised an eyebrow.
“Well,
I’ve, um . . . I’ve not really decided yet. I might be. Or I might not be. It depends on what other people are
doing.” That sounded believable, didn’t it?
Trent
frowned. “Oh. ‘Cause, you know, I was just wondering . . .”
Conner
bit his lip, suddenly wanting very much to spend the weekend with Trent. The whole weekend, and lots of time after it as well.
Which made him remember why he’d been trying to limit contact with Trent. Some feelings weren’t good. They just
led to trouble, which he should remember.
Trent
equals trouble. It was just a pity that Trent seemed to equal stupid giddy happiness as well.
“I
might not be busy,” he offered. He could always text Trent with an apology. That would be easier than saying it.
Trent
didn’t reply, alternating his gaze between the ground, Conner’s car, and Kira, who was all but cupping her hands
around her ear.
“Are
you doing something?” Conner asked. Maybe Trent wanted a lift. That could be it. And wouldn’t Conner feel stupid,
when he realized how he’d over-reacted.
“Not
really,” said Trent. “Which is why . . . do you want to do something this weekend?”
Conner
paused, reminding himself that he might be busy. “Doing what?”
“I
don’t know!”
“Well,
sorry.”
“Do
you want to go see a movie?”
Movie.
Date-like. Potentially very awkward. They wouldn’t have to talk, or at least they shouldn’t have to. But if Conner
got nervous he’d probably talk anyway, and therefore annoy everyone. “There’s not really anything out I
want to see.”
“Oh.
Well, is there anywhere you do want to go out?”
Go
out. As in, going out. With a guy who had tried to kill him. And, was male. “Um, no.”
“Do
you want to do anything with me at all?”
Trent
sounded a little annoyed, and embarrassed, which made Conner say, “Yes.” Deciding he had to back it up, he added,
“There’s a soccer match on. We could watch it.”
“Oh
yeah?”
“Yeah.
It’s EPL.”
Trent
looked blank.
“English
Premier League? Liverpool v Arsenal. It should be a really good game.”
“That
sounds cool.”
Trent
didn’t look totally convinced of that, but Conner told him anyway, “Kick-off’s at one, so come round before
that, or you’ll miss the start.”
Trent
grinned, ducking his head slightly. “Okay, cool. See you there.”
“Yes.”
“Yeah.”
“Um,
see you.”
“Yes,”
said Conner again, the realization that he’d just agreed to spend over an hour and a half alone with Trent. “Um,
I have to . . . go. Bye.”
He
left Trent looking confused, walking as fast as he could back in the direction of the soccer pitch. The click of heels was
the only warning he got before Kira grabbed his arm. “Conner! Where are you going?”
“I
don’t know.”
“Are
you going out with Trent?”
He
paused, considering not telling her. It would be a good revenge—but she’d probably hit him, and then get Trent
to tell her anyway. “We’re going to watch a soccer match.”
She
hit him.
“Ow!
What was that for?”
“You’re
going to watch a soccer match? Conner, I can’t believe you would ask Trent to do that! Couldn’t you go to the
movies or something? Something normal?”
“Soccer
is normal.”
She
rolled her eyes, then squinted, looking at him closely. “You’re not freaking out, are you?”
Yes.
“No. It’s just that he’s . . .” Trent. Who was evil.
“I
thought you’d forgiven him?”
“I
have! I know it wasn’t his fault, and I know he’s good now. But . . .” It didn’t change the fact that
evil-Trent had tried to kill him. Manipulated him. Kissed him.
Could
good-Trent remember that? How evil-Trent had acted? Conner didn’t want to ask. Which was stupid. He was a power ranger,
and so was Trent. They both understood that evil did bad things—obviously—and that the people who got caught up
in it weren’t to blame, even if they should have known better. Kira didn’t look like she was dwelling on it.
He
should just remember how he used to feel around Trent—okay, nervous and stupid, but also happy. He still sometimes felt
happy, but it wasn’t the same. It felt mixed up, with humiliation and shame and anger. Not all of the time, just when
Trent did something, or looked a certain way.
Maybe
making some good memories would help.
“Trent’s
still standing by your car,” said Kira. “I think you’re worrying him.”
He
didn’t reply, but turned and walked back towards his car. Trent watched him come, looking nervous.
“I
thought I’d forgotten something,” said Conner, though Trent must have seen him talking to Kira. “But I haven’t.”
Trent
nodded. “Right. Well, so, I’ll see you Saturday?”
“Yeah,”
he replied, holding out a fist for Trent to bump, like he’d done a thousand times before with Ethan and Derek, and tons
of other guys.
Except
bumping fists with them had never made him feel quite like that.
And
he didn’t remember them making him blush, either.
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