School had been even more of a nightmare than usual. Kira and Ethan had welcomed
Trent with open arms, even deciding to let him sit with them. Conner had responded by sitting with his old friends, but something
had seemed wrong. Jokes he used to find funny weren’t, talk he used to enjoy bored him, and people who he used to like
just annoyed him. He kept thinking of something to ask Ethan, or tell Kira, only to look up and realize they were on the other
side of the classroom.
All
Trent’s fault.
By
the time the final bell rang he was already in a bad mood, and not even an hour of soccer practice could make him feel better.
He’d been off, and he knew it: his crosses into the box too high, his shots at the goal going wide . . . coach had hinted
he wasn’t giving it his full dedication, that perhaps he needed to stop missing so many practices.
The
sight of Trent sitting on the front steps, watching the car park, didn’t improve his temper any further. He veered away,
heading to his car as quickly as possible, seeing Trent stand up out the corner of his eye.
“Conner?
Can I talk to you a second?” Trent caught up to him just as he reached his car, stretching out a hand to stop him opening
the door and escaping.
Conner
scowled, refusing to look at him. “I doubt you’ll be able to say much in a second.”
Trent
just sighed. “Conner, I know you don’t trust me, but . . . I promise you, I’m telling the truth. The dino
gem has no more power over me.”
Conner
glanced at it, white and innocent on Trent’s wrist. If Trent took it off, then maybe Conner would start believing him.
Until then . . . “You said that before.”
“It
wasn’t me! It was the gem. Conner, I’m so sorry—”
“You
said that before too.”
“No. The gem did.” Trent didn’t even sound upset, just
someone patiently reciting a fact to a child who couldn’t understand. Conner felt himself tense in anger, spinning round
to face Trent fully.
“How
do I know? You pretended to be good before, remember? And then you betrayed us. Not to mention the fact that you didn’t
exactly rush to tell us in the first place.”
“I
did as soon as I knew who you were! And it was the Dino gem that made me betray you and do everything I did. Not me!”
Finally, Trent’s voice held some emotion. “Conner, can’t you tell the difference? I would never have acted
like that. Never.”
Conner
looked away. Just because Trent looked upset, didn’t mean he should start feeling sympathetic. “I can’t
tell. Maybe you should think about what that means.”
“Yeah.
Maybe,” said Trent, voice expressionless again. “Conner . . . we’re going to be fighting together, on the
same team. Why can’t you trust me? The others do. Even Dr. Oliver.”
He
hadn’t started using ‘Dr. O’ yet. Conner felt glad. He didn’t want Trent to use the nickname. ‘Dr.
Oliver’ marked him out as different, not one of them. “They shouldn’t trust you.”
Trent
sighed again, letting his hand drop so Conner could open the car door. “What can I do to convince you I’m not
evil? That this isn’t just some trick?”
Conner
didn’t pause to think about it. “Nothing.”
--
“I
don’t think he is evil.”
Conner
paused in mid-rant, turning to gape at Dr. O. “What?”
“I
don’t think Trent’s evil. I understand where you’re coming from, but I don’t agree.”
“But
. . . but . . . why?”
“Well,
for one, he’s not trying to bribe us into trusting him. Two, he saved my life. Three, I trust my instincts—and
they say he’s telling the truth.” Dr. O paused, watching Conner for a reaction. “What do your instincts
tell you?”
“Dr.
O, no offence, but my instincts aren’t exactly trustworthy. Not unless you count being wrong all the time as reliable.”
“That’s
not true,” said Dr. O, and his voice sounded teacher-ish enough that Conner didn’t try to start listing examples.
“And as to your requests—no, I am not going to kick him off the team, take away his morpher, forbid him from speaking
to any of you again or abandon him in the middle of a desert.”
“But
why?”
Dr.
O raised an eyebrow. “Why?”
“Well,
not the desert.” Though it did sound tempting. “And I suppose you couldn’t really forbid him from speaking
to any of us again. But why not the first two?”
“Because
I think we need him on the team.”
“Dr.
O, he’s faking. I’m sure he is.”
“I’m
not. I don’t think he is. And at the moment, I don’t think you’re the best judge of the situation.”
Conner
gaped. Dr. O could be blunt, but he didn’t normally sound so . . . cold. “What? What’s that supposed to
mean?”
“I
think you’re letting your personal feelings get in the way of your duty as a ranger. Conner, a while ago, I told you
that if Trent ever turned good again he would need your help. You promised you would give it; obviously, the situation since
then has changed, and now you feel you can’t. But you can accept him as a member of this team.”
“I
can’t.”
“So
much you think you need to give up your morpher?”
Conner
stared at him, unable to reply. Trent had been evil, Trent was the one probably betraying them to Mesogog and plotting their
destruction, and Dr. O was asking Conner if he wanted to give up his morpher? “No.”
“I’m
glad. Conner, Trent is a member of this team. We need him.”
“We
managed fine without him.”
“Conner,
we lost every time we faced him. What if Mesogog finds another ally—or makes a monster—as powerful as him?”
They
lost. But even that seemed better than having Trent on the team.
But
one look at Dr. O’s face told him that whatever he said, Trent was staying. Dr. O trusted Trent and thought they needed
Trent, so Trent was on the team.
“Fine,”
he muttered, grabbing his bag. “I’m out of here.”
--
Why
did Trent have to be so nice? Every time Conner turned around, there he was: helping Hayley, doing homework with Ethan, listening
to Kira sing . . . always with the unspoken offer that if Conner asked, they could be friends too. Things could go back to
the way they had been before, if Conner was willing to forget like the others.
Then
there was the touching. Conner didn’t know if Trent had been a physical person before, but he seemed it now. Touching
Conner’s shoulder to get attention, hitting Conner’s arm when Conner was trying to insult him, walking next to
Conner and letting their hands brush together . . . it was driving Conner mad. Every touch made him jump and jerk away, and
all of them seemed branded on his memory. It had gotten to the point where he almost twitched every time Trent looked at him.
He
led Kira and Ethan into the Cyberspace, walking straight to the bar and purposefully not looking around for Trent. If the
other boy was there—which he almost certainly was—Conner didn’t want to know.
Ethan
sat at the bar next to him, grinning at Hayley. “Someone looks pretty happy today.”
“Oh,
hey.” Hayley grinned at them, turning away from the till. She did look happy. “It’s just so good to have
Trent back.”
Figured.
“Yeah, with the new attitude adjustment he’s almost likeable.” The key word being ‘almost’.
Hayley
glared at him, and someone hit his side from behind. Low on his side, almost his hip. Conner jerked away into Ethan, who elbowed
him back as Trent walked past, ignoring Conner’s glare. “I heard that,” he said, before turning to Hayley.
“Two more Cyber-berry Blasts, please.”
And
Conner wouldn’t have been as nice if he’d known Trent was in hearing distance. “So, how’s it going?”
he asked. Decided to betray us to Mesogog again yet? With both Kira and Hayley looking at him like that, he decided not to
say it out loud.
Trent
just grinned. “Fantastic. I feel like a new man.”
“We’re
just glad the old man is back,” said Kira. Ethan, the traitor, nodded. “You’re one of us now,” Kira
continued, giving Conner a pointed glance. “No more secrets.”
“You’re
right,” said Trent, picking up the tray and carrying it off. Kira smiled after him, before turning to Conner with a
look he guessed was supposed to be casual.
“So,
Conner,” she said. “You doing anything this weekend?”
“Why?”
“Maybe
I just want to know if you’re busy.”
“You’ve
never asked before.”
Ethan
interrupted their argument before it could properly begin. “Dr. O suggested we go paint-balling as a team-bonding thing.
Just the four of us, I mean, Dr. O wouldn’t come. But he offered to pay, since it’s like a . . . thing. So, you
want to come?”
Ethan
was as good at being subtle as Kira. Or maybe they just both thought he was too stupid to work it out. Neither of them were
the type to suggest paint-balling as a fun activity, he couldn’t see Trent bringing it up, and Dr. O had never encouraged
them to do ‘team-bonding’ activities before. Team-bonding could just as easily be done while he kicked them around
the training mat, after all.
Out
of all of them, Conner was the one who would enjoy paint-balling most. Conner was also the one who currently hated another
member of the team. It couldn’t be more obvious this was aimed at him.
Which
meant there was no chance he’d go.
“I
can’t. I’m busy.”
“With
what?” Kira cried, sounding indignant. “You don’t have any soccer!”
How
did she know? He glanced at Ethan, who was glaring at her. Of course. Derrick. He had been pleased about the strange new friendship
between Derrick and Ethan—until now.
“Yeah,”
said Ethan, trying to cover. “You never have soccer on Sundays, right? We can go then.”
“I
can’t,” he said, searching for an excuse. Anything.
“You
don’t have to visit your brother, and he’s not coming to see you,” said Kira, dropping any pretence that
they’d not planned this. “You haven’t got any big projects for school, you’ve not got a girlfriend
at the minute, Derrick doesn’t think you’ve got any plans with anyone from either of your teams . . .”
Ethan
buried his head in his hands. “Way to persuade him to come, Kira.”
“What?
He’s being stupid. If it wasn’t for Trent, he’d be happy to come!”
Conner
glanced over at Trent, praying the other boy couldn’t hear. Luckily, Trent looked distracted by customers . . . and
even more luckily, he spotted a familiar leaflet, pinned on the wall by the table Trent was serving. “Krista’s
protest.”
“What?”
Kira gaped at him. “I didn’t think you were serious about that!”
Ethan
looked between them. “What? Who’s Krista?”
“Krista’s
this girl at school,” explained Kira. “I have no idea how Conner knows her, because she’s really . . . well,
she’s into saving the environment, and organizing protests against trees being cut down, and trying to get people to
recycle things . . . and she’s invited Conner on a protest to save this park.”
Ethan
looked just as shocked as Kira. “Excuse me? Conner’s going off to save some trees instead of paint-balling?”
He turned to Conner. “You must really hate Trent, bro.”
Kira
gritted her teeth. “Conner, stop being stupid. Come paint-balling. Dr. O wants you too, and he’s not going to
believe you want to go on some silly protest.”
“Yeah,”
agreed Ethan. “Conner, just come.”
--
Dr.
O smiled, looking surprised but pleased. “You know, my friends and I used to do stuff like that all the time when we
were younger.
He
should have figured that Dr. O would have been a geek. A geek who could beat people up, sure, but still a geek. “So
you don’t mind? Only she invited me before I knew about the paint-balling.”
“Of
course I don’t mind. You can all go another time.”
Great.
Just what Conner wanted. “Sure, Dr. O. Another time.”
--
Trent
couldn’t believe it. When Kira had mentioned the paint-balling, he’d entertained hopes of finally breaking through
the wall between him and Conner. Kira had been full of plans that involved her and Ethan disappearing, leaving him to talk
to Conner, hopefully while the other boy was relaxed and happy after a few hours enjoying himself.
And
Conner had decided to go on a protest instead? To save a few hedges?
He
didn’t know Krista very well, only that Conner now sat next to her in math. He remembered seeing them talking, heads
together.
Kira
said she wasn’t Conner’s type, but he wasn’t sure Kira really knew what Conner’s type was. The other
boy had mostly dated cheerleaders and such, but that was before he’d become a Power Ranger, before he’d made friends
with Kira and Ethan, before he’d met Trent.
Krista
might be exactly Conner’s type.
--